That is what my boyfriend called me when he saw this outfit… he also thought that the wig maked me look like a transvestite, charming. Sure, I guess I went a little overboard with the pastels, but am I deserving of the princess title? I think not. Pastel Monster is a better example, hahaha. Trust me, I looked like complete death before I photoshopped my face. I was going to wear make up to make myself look acceptable (my skin was absolutely SHOCKING at this point) but I couldn’t be bothered, I mean, the photoshop effects are similar anyway. It’s just like wearing make up, only… digital make up.
My boyfriend is the reason this post is so delayed. He was in major pain on Friday night and didn’t sleep at all, he informed me on Saturday morning and I got to him as soon as I could. He looked terrible when I saw him, obviously uncomfortable and in a lot of pain and shaking, he felt like he was freezing too. I forced him to go to the hospital, and good thing I did. His appendix was inflamed and it was surgically removed. I was so freaking relieved that it wasn’t something serious. I was a bit nervous, thinking kidney infection, but when the doctors suspected his appendix I felt a little better, seeing as appendicitis is so common. He is at home now and recovering slowly and I feel tired as hell… AGAIN, haha.
He was at the same hospital and on the same level that I was when I had myocarditis a few years ago. Being there… just waiting, in that environment, for so long, brought back a lot of frightening memories. I swear if he was in hospital for much longer I would have ended up having some sort of anxiety attack. When you’re not the one being treated, hospitals aren’t the best places for hypochondriacs. At least not for me, I just end up thinking about all sorts of medical stuff, about all the sick people etc.
Plus, I don’t know if anyone else has noticed, but holy shit, the lighting in hospitals is HORRIBLE! It’s so bright and fluorescent and that sort of lighting always ends up giving me an intense headache behind my eyes and around my eyebrows. Eugh.
I really love these shoes.