Good evening internet friends. As you may or may not have assumed, I am, unfortunately, still sick. At the moment, I feel a little weak and tired. I’m rather upset, I would have made a decent amount of money at work this week, instead I have taken four days off. You know what sucks? My boyfriend’s 21st birthday is in only TWELVE DAYS. I’m planning a kind of epic present for him, so the extra cash really would have helped damn illnesses! Fuck. This cold, hasn’t even affected my nose as usual. It’s all in my throat, instead of a blocked nose, I have a blocked freaking throat!! I sound like a fool when I speak. Even my dad told me to shut up today because my voice sounds so annoying Other than ruining birthday present plans, being sick also ruined the day for me.
The outfit I wore on the second day of being sick. NO trust me, I did not actually look so decent. I edited my face. Look, I post some pretty unflattering images on this blog, at least I think so, but I couldn’t bring myself to expose myself. I look like total crap, my face looks all blotchy and just gross, of course I wasn’t wearing any make up. I could have just covered my face with some pixels like I usually do, but I decided to practice my photo editing skills. You never know, it could come in handy one day!
Back to what I was saying before about the day being ruined – AH YES! Today, Friday the 13th, was our (myself and my bf) second anniversary. Two years, it hasn’t really felt that long, then again, in the scheme of everything, two years really isn’t that long. It’s cliche, but time really does fly when I’m with him. I remember when we first started with this… err, romantic relationship, we used to sit in his car near the beach for five to six hours. Usually after midnight until five to six in the morning. Yeah, we were hardcore back then. My dad is really strict guys, I was 19 at the time, and when he found out I had a boyfriend (my first) he went mental. At the beginning I had to sneak out of my house after both my parents had gone to sleep to see him. Usually that’s what 14 – 15 year olds do, not almost 20 year olds. Oh well. I’m 21 (turning 22 in November.. AAAH!!!!) and my dad still can’t contain his anger when I occasionally stay over at my boyfriend’s place. A lot of people find this strange, I’m used to it. I’ve never really had ‘normal’ parents after all.
We didn’t do anything for our first anniversary, we just exchanged gifts. No fancy dinners or anything. I’m not exactly sure why, I don’t remember… but we just didn’t. We don’t have loads of pictures together or anything, actually we barely have any photos together, but I’m going to try and change that. I mean, he is supposed to be the most important person in my life, I should have more than just like.. two pictures of us together right? Anyway, pointless rambling going on here. I wanted us to actually do something for our anniversary this time but that got ruined by the virus occupying my throat right now. Hopefully there will be many other anniversaries to celebrate.
Anyway, that’s all for me tonight. My mind is off some place else at the moment and I’m trying to keep it all together. Hope you all have a good weekend