FINALLY, I am not in a state of being sick anymore. Took long enough!! I actually, kind of had this post ready to go yesterday, well, all the images were ready. I was about to start typing when I realised I was tired as hell, I decided to pass on finishing this post and go to sleep instead. I know, I’m so weak. Example of my weakling status: Last week I bought a bottle of coke zero, I was by myself and couldn’t open the bottle. I struggled so much that my palm was red from the irritation. I had no choice but to go back to the point of purchase and ask the lady who served me to open the bottle for me. Ugh, very freaking embarrassing. I have to start exercising or something, my physical power is a complete joke. Why does exercise have to be so damn boring?! I used to attend dance classes 2 – 3 times a week for about eight years, but I got to the point where I couldn’t deal with the bubbly bitchy girls anymore, who ostracised me because I was ‘different’ and didn’t even dress ‘hip hop’ cause like, that is SUCH A CRIME.

After being sick for just over a week, I decided to actually put some effort into my appearance yesterday and make myself look half decent. First time I’ve worn this Unif Leopard Print jacket since I purchased it. It’s the most expensive item I own, but I don’t regret spending the money, this jacket is amazing, the quality feels excellent! Needless to say, I love this jacket.

While sick, I had to work six days in a row, so I literally felt like a zombie most of the time. When work finished and I arrived to my room, I would basically turn my computer on, try to make myself warm and just sit there, staring at the screen, trying to entertain myself without using much energy. I soon realised the brightness of a computer screen feels like death to my eyeballs while I’m sick. I had no other choice but to shift my focus to the T.V. I am one of those poor people (don’t take me too seriously dudes) who only has one Television at their place of residence. 99% of the time it’s ruled by my brother or sister.

Last week, my sister decided to have a week long O.C marathon. Does anybody remember The O.C? Man, my sister dragged me into Gossip Girl too, and I have to admit, Seth and Summer are a way cooler couple than Chuck and Blair. Plus, at least Summer evolves and slowly transforms into a mature, intelligent woman. While Blair isn’t a complete airhead, she constantly reverts back to her immature, annoying, scheming self. Also, Gossip Girl and The O.C combined, Seth is definitely my favourite character. He’s so cool!

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My sincere apologies if I’ve lost you at this point. Trust me, I am not in anyway proud of this O.C marathon I took part of. I may actually be slightly ashamed of it. Eeek.

ANYWAY to those who watched it during its heyday, you may remember the way the show ends. *SPOILER ALERT* Seth and Summer get married in the last episode. Naw, SO CA-UTE! Watching sequences about marriage places the thought of marriage into my own brain. I KNOW, I’m so easily manipulated by Television! So brainwashed I am, but hey! I was sick, my mind was vulnerable to being brainwashed. Man, I could never have a traditional wedding like that, especially if I was to marry my current boyfriend. We’re both socially awkward to an extent. I mean, all that attention, neither of us would be good at handling it. What do I like about weddings though? The thought of dressing up of course!!

I began to look at all sorts of wedding orientated things like wedding dresses and wedding shoes. Looking up vintage wedding dresses on Etsy is actually enjoyable, at least I think so. I also started looking at jewellery and found a website, via Hipster Musings full of so much luxurious jewellery!! They have diamond bracelets, diamond necklaces, diamond pendants.. DIAMOND EVERYTHING!! Hmm, my grandparents will be celebrating their 60TH wedding anniversary in 2014 I believe. That’s the diamond year, wow, 60 years people! That’s a very long time.

Ok well, sorry about the random post here, I’ll get back into the swing of things eventually. LATERS. I’m picking up my car tomorrow!! wooooohoo.